4/28/2010

Dear God, this is actually pretty close to the actual date this time because I am writing this before midnight. Please help me to keep a better schedule and to manage my time better. Please help me to make time for my homework and please help me to remember to actually do it. Lord, thank you for this day and for all the blessing in my life. I feel very blessed and taken care of right now. And I love you always please help me to remember that even when times are hard for me. Jesus, thank you so much for my job and please help me to be a good employee and member of the RCS team. I love working there so much. Please help all the little ones that need you. Especially Darreon and Jewels and Kaelyn too. Please help to take away all the anger in their little hearts and be filled with your love. Lord, please also keep in mind the Kilphardt family and little John. Please help things to be better in his life. And for Doninique as well. Please help her to be in a stable environment where she can grow in your love. Father, thank you for my friend Lisa and please watch over her. Please help me to keep from judging her as I know I also do things that do not please you. Please help me to be a better friend to her. And if she does end up joining the military please keep her safe. God, please keep all of our troops safe, protect them as they protect my right to love you. Lord, please also guide me in my relationship with Gene. Please help me to figure out what is going on with Brett and please help both of them to feel your love and help them to grow with you. Thank you for Joelle and please help her to spread your word. And please also be with her dad right now as he is really needing you. Father, thank you for my family. Thank you for baby tate. Please keep him healthy and strong. Please bless the relationship of Erin and Travis. Please help my brother to succeed in all he does, also Joelle's brother and sister and Lisa's brother. Well both of Lisa's brothers actually. I love you. Amen

4/27/2010

Dear Lord, quick prayers for tonight. Thank you for this day and the many blessing you have given me. Please help me to be healthy and not so sleepy all the time. I will try to do my part in that too. I feel a headache coming on so please dont let that effect me at work tomorrow. Jesus, I want to pray for Darreon and Jewels. Please bless their family anf help those kids to find the peace they need. Please especially help Darreon with all his anger. Lord, please also be with Dominique and help her imporve her attitiude and please help me to have more patience with her. I know her parents are going through a divorce and that must be hard on her. Lord, please also help Alice (and all the staff) to be patient with the kids, help us remeber that kids will be kids and we should let them be so. Lord, please also bless the Didian family, what they are doing for those children is wonderful. All for now. I love you. Amen

4/26/2010

Dear Jesus, thank you for this day. Thank you for my health and well being and health of my friends and family. Lord, thank you for my dad who very generously fixed my car and got it detailed for me. I am very thankful for him and please help me to make you both proud. Father, thank you again for my job and that I can be in fellowship with other Christians. Thank you so much for Luanne and for her getting me a ticket to the auction. I am so amazed by the giving of others for our school. Two people donated 10,000 a piece and so many people donated. Im sure that we got to the million dollar mark which is amazing for just 13 years. Makes me think maybe I should not be afraid of the number thirteen afterall. Although I know that there is really no such thing as luck I still do something. Random. So thank you for my job and school and for all the people who donated and bought things at the auction so other people will be able to go to our school and know Your love. Jesus, thank you for Joelle and that she came over today. Please help me to be a better friend for her and please keep her safe when she goes to Turkey. Please help her to share her love for you with other people and let them know your awesomeness. And also please take care of her family. Especially her dad, I know he might be going into a manic state and I pray that you help him and his family through that. Lord, please be with Lisa, she needs to be reminded for your love for her as she has gone way off track and are doing many things that are not glorifying to you. Please also help me to not judge her. I know it is not my place to pass judgement. Lord please guide me in the situation with Brett. I am wondering if I should follow Joelle's advice? I think it is probably the best option. But please help him to know your love. Lord, please touch Gene's heart. I would lovee to be able to have a relationship with him that is pleasing to you. Lord, please also help me to get to know Cathy better and Laurie too. Please help Jennifer out with her money troubles. Father, please take care of my brother and the members of his class as they are getting ready to graduate and go off to college. Please guide me in my relationship with Erin. And thank you for the other Erin and please bless her marriage and keep it happy always. Please also be with Vicky as she is about to have her baby and also with Marlyssa who just has her baby girl. I love you. Amen

4/10/2010

Dear Lord, please forgive me for my sins today. I know that I was angry and decietful and I am sorry. Please lead me on a path of truth Lord. Thank You so much for my amazing friends and family. Thanks for my dad that loves me so much and Lord please help me to make you both proud. Please help my brother to suceed in school and track Lord and to become sucessful in all he wants to do. With my sisters recent marriage please give them endless joy and love within You. Father please bless baby John Reid Hanson born to my cousins a few days ago. Please help him to grow healthy and strong. Heavenly Father thank You so much for my job, a place where I can make a difference in the lives of children and be surrounded by people that love You. Lord, it helps me to feel Your love for me. Please bless all the staff there and give us patience and guidance when it comes to our little ones. Thank You so much for Angie, she is a good friend to me and is teaching me more about You. You have given her a special gift Lord. And thank you for Alice, I know she is having troubles with her anger and I pray that You help her with those feelings. Thank you for Luanne and Jennifer and help me to do a good job for them. And thank you for Pam and Sherri, I just learned of some trials they have gone though in the past and I so admire their courage and faith in You, Lord. And thank you also for Laurie and please help me to get to know her better. Havenly Father, please guide me in what to do about Brett. I am feeling angry and I know I need to love the ones that make me angry but it is hard for me to do. Please Lord, help me to forgive and believe and to move on. And as always, please show Brett your love and guide him. Lord, thank you also for Gene and his family. They have been so kind and inviting to me. Please show me the plans You have for Gene and myself, Lord. Please let our relationship please You and please show me what to do. Lord , please bless Joelle and keep her withYyou always. Please help her to find her way to spread Your word. I love you. Thank you for loving me.

4/12/2010

Dear Heavenly Father, please forgive me for treating my body so badly this weekend and please help me to recover. Lord please give me the strength to never do that again. Please help me to gain more self control in all forms of my life. Lord, please aslo help Joelle to forgive me for being so selfish and not making time for her. Please help me to have better priorities my Lord. And please help her to find her way with the ministries she is trying to do. Lord please help me to feel better. I am still feeling sick so please give me the strength to do good at work tomorrow and to have patience. Lord, please take care of all the people working and attending RCS, bless them as they really love you and some people there really need your help. Thanks for helping me to get to know Pam better over this last week, Lord. Please also help my car to be fixed soon. And Lord, please stay with Brett. I know he started going back to your Church Lord but even if he is doing if for the wrong reasons please help him to find peace in You again. Father, thank you for my family and my friends who I know love me. Thank you for Gene and please reveal your plan for us. Father, please please please help me to feel better and I promise I will never do that again! Amen

4/4/2010

Dear Lord, thank you for this day and for dying for me on the cross and then rising again. Thank you for loving me enough to suffer for me. Please help me to live the life you want me to live and to make up for what you had to go through. Father, please help me to make you proud. Lord, please dont let my catr be totalled. I am wondering Lord, if you were trying to tell me something? And maybe also telling me something by making my monroe fall out twice? Lord, I love you so much and thank you for all your blessings. Thank you so much for my family and Lord, please help me to make them proud. Please help my brother to get into the college he wants and to be sucessful. And Lord please help me to do better and be more focused this quarter. Father, I know that today especially of all days should be about forgiveness but sometimes I find it so much easier to stay mad! Lord, please guide me and show me what to do when it comes with Brett, I know that he is being manipulative and that I have done the same to him in the past but that is not what we need to be to eachother Lord. Please help him to find his way back to you and please help him to stop lying and playing with me. Lord thank you also for Joelle, please help her to do your work. Thank you for Luanne and please help me to be a good employee to her. And Lord, thank you for Gene and please show me what you have planned for us. Lord, please help Brittany to be sucessful in school and please guide her saftley home. Lord, thank you for my bio-mom's side of the family. It is amazing to know that I am loved by people that don't even know me. Father, please help Erin's wedding day to be everything she ever hoped it would be. Please help me to make you proud. Amen.