5/24/2010

Dear Jesus, thank you for this day. Please help me to stop being so needy and remember that you are enough for me no matter what is going on in my life. Please dont forget about me. I love you. Amen

5/23/2010

Dear Lord, thank you for this day and all the blessings in my life. Thank You for my family and friends. Thank You for Dustin and for making him so talented and smart. And for my mama and daddy who I know love me. Please be with Erin and Brandon, with the loss of Grandma E. I know she is up there with you now and is with Grandpa E. Please take care of them. Please help Dustin to do good in state next weekend and please help me to be able to be there. Thank you for Joelle and please help me to be a better friend to her. Please help me to also reconnect with some of my other friends and to also make new one. Please help me to not be so shy. Thank you also for Gene, I feel like he is such a blessing to me and I really pray you put him in my life to stay. Please though help me to remember, to remember you. Please dont let me get so wrapped up in my love for him that I neglect everyone else then begin to resent him like I always do. I really want this to work Lord, and I will try to make is work as long as You and he want me to. Lord, please help me to be a better employee. To have more patience and to make a positive difference in the lives of my littles ones. Thank you for putting so much love in my heart for them. Father, please also help me with school, I am having a hard time with it. I just feel like I am not smart enough sometimes and I know you dont want me to think that because you made me the way you wanted to, so please help me to be sucessful and to make my dad proud. And I will make sure to study harder. Lord, please let me win the lottery or somehow get lots of money (without my daddy having to die or someting like that). I love you so much. Thank you for taking care of me. Amen.

5/20/2010

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for this day and for all the blessings in my life. I feel like you are really answering prayers today. It was just today that Angie and I were talking and then tonight Gene asked me for a prayer request. Thank you so much for helping us grow in our relationship through you. It makes me think that this is really where you want me to be right now. Please let it be your will for us to be together. Lord, thank you so much for Angie, she has been a good friend to me and Alice, please help her and Sherri to feel better. And please also be with the Pope family who is having financial troubles right now. Thank you so much for my job and all the rest of the people I work with. Father, please be with Joelle, she is getting ready to go and spread your word and it is dangerous for her there. Please protect her. Lord, please be with Randy. He is having a hard time feeling your love right now. Please put your hands on him and be with him and help him to know that you have a plan for his life and that you will never leave him. Please help him to find joy in music again and maybe that could be a way for him to worship and show you his love for you? Father, please help all the young elementary girls, some of them are so angry and they really need you. Please especially be with Dominique and help her with her anger and attitude. Lord, I am really stressing about money right now. Please let me win the lottery or somehow get lots of money. I know I should be greatful for everything you have given me and I am but I feel like I am sinking and I dont make enough money to pull myself out, please help me. And please help me to stop biting my nails and picking at the scabs from the stress. It hurts. I love you. Amen.

5/19/2010

Dear Flather, please help me to be stong with what is going on with me and Gene right now. Please help me to get through it and if it is Your will please help us to get through it together. Please help me to know that I am enough through you and that no matter what happens I know that you love me. And if this really is just us both being insecure please help us to be happy together through your love and help us to know that we are both worthy. Lord, please also help Anglea and her family with their house/roof problem. They are such good people so please help them to be ok and to give them the financial support they need. Jesus, please help me with my money issues. I know that you will provide me with all I need but I feel like I need more help. I dont want to have to find a new job because I love my job and am experiencing fellowship for the first time. Please let me win the lottery or somehow get lots of money. Please help me to remember that you will take care of me always. I love you. Amen

5/12/2010

Heavenly Father, thank you for this day, for my wonderful job and my family. Please help my car do be done tomorrow and please help me to drive super safe in dad's car. Please dont let anything happen to it. Lord, please be with Gene right now, he really needs you. Please help him to feel your love and to know that no matter what he is never alone. Thank you so much for bringing him into my life and I pray that it is your will for us to be together. Jesus, please also be with Brian, I think he is having a hard time with everything judging by the text messages he sent me that weren't very nice. I have forgiven him Lord, please help him to feel better and to find someone he can be happy with. Lord, please help all the drama that is going on at work with Alice and Pam etc. Please dont let me get in to too much trouble whenever Luanne decides to talk to me. Please help me to show her how much I love and value my job. I love you. Amen

5/6/2010

Dear Lord, quick prayers for tonight. Thank you for this day and for Gene. Please help him to figure out what he wants to do with his music and please help him to do good with his audition. I am trying so hard to turn over my relationship with him to You. I need your guidance and reassurance. I know that you have a plan for me and that I must submit to you. Please help me to do so. Father, please also be with Brian and his family. I dont know if he is still hurting but I know I am. Please help me to feel better about the whole situation and please give me the courage to tell his family how much I love them. And please take care of them. Jesus, thank you for my job and please help me to be a better employee and to be on time. Lord, please help me to manage my money better. I love you. Amen.

5/3/2010

Dear Father, I cant believe its already may! Thank you for taking care of me and helping me though all the hard times recently. Thank you so much for giving me the courage to finally leave Brian, and for my wonderful family who were so supportive of the whole process. Thank you for my mom who did so much for me. And of course thank you for my dad and brother. Jesus, please guide me in my situation with Brett, I know what I need to forgive and not judge. Those things I can do but I am unsure if that means I should move on and be friends of what I should do. Please guide me. Lord, thank you so much for bringing Gene into my life. Thank you that he is so laid back and relaxed and that I can really be the crazy person I am around him. Please help him figure out what he wants to do in terms of his band and stuff. Please help him to be sucesssful in his music as that really is his passion. And please help him to develop a passion for you too. Father, please help me to get back into the routine of going to church. I have not been going and I know you want me to be there. I am thinking Mars Hill would be a good place to go. Please show me if you think that is the place for me to be. Thank you so much for my wonderful job and the kids and co-workers. Jesus, please help me with my budget things. I have such a hard time with my money. Please help me to have self control! Lord, I love you and feel like you are really taking care of me right now. I know that you are always with me, please help me to remember that even when times get hard for me. Lord, please help me to make time for my homework and to get good grades. I love you. Amen.