5/3/2010

Dear Father, I cant believe its already may! Thank you for taking care of me and helping me though all the hard times recently. Thank you so much for giving me the courage to finally leave Brian, and for my wonderful family who were so supportive of the whole process. Thank you for my mom who did so much for me. And of course thank you for my dad and brother. Jesus, please guide me in my situation with Brett, I know what I need to forgive and not judge. Those things I can do but I am unsure if that means I should move on and be friends of what I should do. Please guide me. Lord, thank you so much for bringing Gene into my life. Thank you that he is so laid back and relaxed and that I can really be the crazy person I am around him. Please help him figure out what he wants to do in terms of his band and stuff. Please help him to be sucesssful in his music as that really is his passion. And please help him to develop a passion for you too. Father, please help me to get back into the routine of going to church. I have not been going and I know you want me to be there. I am thinking Mars Hill would be a good place to go. Please show me if you think that is the place for me to be. Thank you so much for my wonderful job and the kids and co-workers. Jesus, please help me with my budget things. I have such a hard time with my money. Please help me to have self control! Lord, I love you and feel like you are really taking care of me right now. I know that you are always with me, please help me to remember that even when times get hard for me. Lord, please help me to make time for my homework and to get good grades. I love you. Amen.