5/23/2010

Dear Lord, thank you for this day and all the blessings in my life. Thank You for my family and friends. Thank You for Dustin and for making him so talented and smart. And for my mama and daddy who I know love me. Please be with Erin and Brandon, with the loss of Grandma E. I know she is up there with you now and is with Grandpa E. Please take care of them. Please help Dustin to do good in state next weekend and please help me to be able to be there. Thank you for Joelle and please help me to be a better friend to her. Please help me to also reconnect with some of my other friends and to also make new one. Please help me to not be so shy. Thank you also for Gene, I feel like he is such a blessing to me and I really pray you put him in my life to stay. Please though help me to remember, to remember you. Please dont let me get so wrapped up in my love for him that I neglect everyone else then begin to resent him like I always do. I really want this to work Lord, and I will try to make is work as long as You and he want me to. Lord, please help me to be a better employee. To have more patience and to make a positive difference in the lives of my littles ones. Thank you for putting so much love in my heart for them. Father, please also help me with school, I am having a hard time with it. I just feel like I am not smart enough sometimes and I know you dont want me to think that because you made me the way you wanted to, so please help me to be sucessful and to make my dad proud. And I will make sure to study harder. Lord, please let me win the lottery or somehow get lots of money (without my daddy having to die or someting like that). I love you so much. Thank you for taking care of me. Amen.