8/2/2010

Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you so much for the blessings in my life. Thank you for loving me so much and I love you. Thank you for helping to resolve the issue with my relationship with gene. Thank you for helping me keep faith and remember that relief can be just around the corner. And it was! Thank you father for taking care of me like you promised. You are amazing God! I love you and thank you so much. And I'm sorry for hurting myself yesterday. it was my way of letting go. It was a way of remindng myself that never again will i give anyone a bigger piece of my heart than you have father. Please help to heal my heal. Please help take the pain away. Please show me what you want me to do. I feel like I am actually ready to live a life in your footsteps, to be the person you want me to be. Please help me to be that person. Show me what you want me to do. I know that only you can heal me and I thank you for starting to do so already. You are such an amazing God! I know you will fulfill the plans you have for me and that you will work out all things for my good. I love you so much and thank you with everything I have that you love me. I am going to be happy with the life and blessings you have given me and try to live a most godly life. I love you. Amen.