7/19/2010

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for giving me a father that loves and cares for me so much. I hope he knows how much he means to me. Thank you. Forgive me for being so mean to Brett today, i feel I said thing that i probably should not have said and I lost my temper with him. I wish i could make excuses with him saying mean things about the person i love but I know you dont hear excuses. No matter what the circumstances i should be nice. Please help me to do so in the furture. Please help him to find peace also. Please help Laurie and her son, he is really needing some guidance right now and please give Laurie strength and patience. Please be with Leslie as she is growing into a woman, please be there for her and help her to stay strong always. Please help Angie to have a great time and stay safe while on vacation. Please help my baby brother get into college and achieve everything he has wanted. I am feeling a little better about the Gene situation. I know that I will be able to move on and be ok if he decides he does not want to be with me, although i really want him to want me. Lord, I pray that it is in your will for gene and i be together and have a relationship that is glorifying to you. please be with gene. he needs some guidance too. there is so much that he wants to do and i want him to be able to accomplish everything he dreams of, please be with him. And father please continue to stay with me. Thank you so much for not leaving my side since I have asked you to stay. I can feel you here with me and when i pray "take it away" you do. Thank you so much for being my rock and fortress. In your arms is where i find hope and rest. Please continue to stay with me. I love you. Amen